Finally.

finally i do have the time to type something out for this blog that have die some many things. i've been busy working, and sleeping for all this while. been listening to all kinds of oldies too, i wish that i was in the Retro Century, getting a afro chad imba. hahaha. I'm getting pretty broke lately, i've use about 2k within 1 week time. what a nice shopping spree. damn i'm sleepy, so next time haha.. yawn

4 more days.

getting ready to celebrate all kinds of events. just can't wait until the original day with a great crazy sleep, with happy dream with BEER. haha.

Shop Before 20th

I bought few stuff for the total of RM1000 within 1 week, it started with a PsP, i was bored 3 days ago. I started of buying a New Converse Sneakers, i saw one freaking nice pair of Converse they say it is a limited edition Olympic edition sneakers, Italy was so damn Beautiful but i doesn't have my size, why must my feet be so Big size 10 damn. So i bought another one instead of that. the following day i ask few friends to come along with me for early Birthday Present for Myself. I wanted to buy some dumb ass T-shirt at F.O.S or Wh but nothing seem to like dumb enough. Suddenly wanted to buy some Flip-flip but this time its a Brown anymore because i've been buying too much Brown stuff, like my QuickSilver Shorts and T-shirt, my Cap, and my other 2 Flip-flops are in Brown in colour. Thanks God my Brownies look like Dark Chocolate. Bought a Flip-flop at F.O.S and suddenly Superman was on my mind suddenly out of thin air, so went over to Dc Heroes are saw all kind of Malay looking Superman T-shirt and nothing worth wearing. Went all the way to The Curve, MetroJaya and saw lots of Cool looking Superman T-shirt, i wanted to buy the one in Black but i doesn't have my size, its seem that the same things its happening to me again. Oh well i bought the white one and the gray one instead of the black one, it's damn worth it man, i just like buy ONE free ONE. I'm getting pretty Broke, i think i should cut down my 5 meal to 4 meal per day. hahaha

yawn

The S day

Been Having a great day yesterday, it started with a Sleepy day, and the Sun was So Shiny. Celebrate 2 friend Birthday in one day. Never been having a Super happy day, Started drinking before the food was on the table, Drinking and Singing all the way, me and Chi Ming talk about Some future Stuff, i'm waiting for those Sweetie man. After that, its time for Second Round a Drinking and Dancing at Scarlet. a girl look at me and Say i'm Sexy, and i Stone for awhile like a SOHAI?? And there goes a Free Frag DAMN. But oh well, Drinking its must more better that thinking, Saving all my energy for the Alcohol down to my Stomach.

Result for the DAY,


Super Fantatic.


Chi Ming's Result for me-


Super Sexy Sweetie Stoner Sen.
5-STARS






- nick.

Secret

I need to Ask my thoughts what's my Dream will be,
I need to Believe my thoughts for my Dream to success,
I'll Recieve the Dream that i Ask and Believe at.

I need to think positive and clear my mind with all this negative and unhappy thoughts from my mind. I need to believe the law of attraction to attract Love, Health and Success.

My mind its killing me with all the negative thoughts that i don't wanna know. See stuff that i don't want to see its making me think again. Letting go was hard but i've let it go freely. Hurt and Pain don't stay long if i still think. Having a long face every where i go, doesn't seem to be a good thing in life because i'm suffering myself too damn fucking long. it time for me to throw away every single memories, happiness, care, and items, away to where it came from. And the last word to say its your nothing. Lies bring sin, sadness and suffer make hell's gate open even faster for me. Negative thoughts will be gone, and Positive thoughts will come.




- nick

Anger with his Emotion

Days are going pretty ugly this day, i used to have a happy working day eventough i finish working. But i don't even how the happiness or even a smile to carry me home from my lazy back. Being angry at what i get, word are come out the different way. Helping people with their life always use, but helping myself through me life always turn up to a end. Anger must be some out from the circle that i kept, its finally break through and its hard to keep it in again. Been listening to a word that i don't wanna listen to, instead of that a thank you will do. Sleepless night keep going on and on, day by day. HELP i need? or Fight with it? maybe just start become what i am? All i want is just a smile from you and me that can bring me home with happy dreams to bed, the only choose to drug myself will be smoking myself away or drink til i don't remember it.






- p a k s e n .